ARRAY OF THOUGHTS

I feel very strange many a times lately.
I have come some 2500 kms away from my home away from almost all my friends to a reasonably new place(Bangalore) to prepare for my future but there is still a big question there in my mind , ‘What is it that I am destined for , what was the sole reason I was born on this earth ???? ‘
Haven’t been able to figure out this one even in last two years when I was preparing for MBA( which have been a dream don’t know for what reason ) I still want to do MBA that to from a ‘crem dela crem’ institute and I am trying for it to but always there is a WHY to answer in my mind.

It’s been almost 4 weeks here in Bangalore now have gone through many phases in this small time . At times I am in my studies deep and drowning with no clue about the world just me and my books and there have been times where I feel that all this studies SUCK. Why am I putting all this efforts. Presently there is another thing on the charts ‘CDS’ (courtesy ‘BHAI and BHABHI’ they want me to be in ARMED FORCES and to be true I like it here to as there is too much to learn from it and it’s kind of a means to my many yet unknown ends) . So there are also times when there is nothing but lot of confusion in my mind an array of zillion thoughts not one in sight to hold on to. Is this the age of confusion ??? OR I am just hyping it up within myself.

Told you all to many unanswered questions and to many confusions to sort out but there is always a belief that I will pursue my destiny will figure my reason of being here and surely achieve come what may !!!