Nights ……

After a long break and many many lazy lazy days and Nights time has come again when I got work shifts in night again. Its hectic on its first expression but when your body adapts to the new cycle you realize that night as soothing as it is the best time to work. These are only few dedicated souls and there is an environment where you can be your self work in a manner that you want .
Your body moves slow and so does your mind as its used to working in day so things seem to move in slow motion but they actually are more precise and your efficiency is more.
This peace and calm of night never fails to touch your soul at any situation rather you are working , talking with friends or just lying down with your loved one . It just encase you in a blanket of serenity .

YOUR BODY IS A WONDERLAND (John Mayer)

This is a song that makes me miss you all the more .



Your Body Is A Wonderland lyrics
We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

'Cause if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland


"Ish Livin Ze"

Brain Dead !!!!

There are times when you have all the time in this world for yourself but you never make any thing out of it. Rather you waste it just wiling away and later you realize that you have lost it all.
I am going through the same phase having all the time in this world for myself and doing exactly nothing to utilize it. My mind too seems to have given up on me it thinks no more feels no more as if I am brain dead. I force myself to plan things but may times as usual I fail to execute them. It feels bad but seem to have grown above this bad even its like I am not bothered at all.

My life is just flowing like a stream of first rain directionless. There are distinct aims but the way till there is like non-existing!!
I have to put my shit together before I turn totally insane before I end up totally rotting my brains up.
So here I stand pulling my socks back again wearing my boots to start walking as there surely is a long road ahead !!!!

Adios Amigos

Gut Feelings !!!!!

There are times when you meet or talk to a stranger for a first time he /she does not seem as a stranger at all . You just click , it’s like when you start talking you talk as if you are long lost friends . Today I had a similar experience . I had a word with this person about whom I know for quite a time now but never had a word before and today just happened to call her up just like that but the conversation went great I did not had any inhibitions opening up in front of her telling her all she wanted to know about me without thinking what those true fact might leave an impact on her. I don’t know how she takes it but I am think it will be positive and I hope this is a start of a great lifelong friendship.

It’s like an intuition or a gut feeling you have after meeting or talking to someone that you have to be a part of each other’s life. I got this feeling after a long time for anyone till date he best friends that I have made I have made based upon this gut feeling I met people and just felt that they have to a part of my life and vice versa and they have ended up being an integral parts of my life. Be It Ashish, Sid , Robin, Chitrang, Shruti all those people who are important to me happened coz I felt something deep downfor them and then when we started knowing one another it just felt great as if there is no turning back now. Same was the case today.


I just hope this feeling is mutual and this is a start of something beautiful!!!!

Time never flows backward!

Time has and will never flow backward. It will be tomo that will come after today and that went by will always be yesterday. There is never a play pause stop or a rewind botten in life. Life itself teaches up to note forward it tells what ever happens in life we have to keep walking. Good, bad , ugly , worse whatever it will pass times will change it has to. Thats the way the physics of our earth has been designed. There is a saying by someone i do not know ' the good thing about bad time is that it will pass and the bad part about good time is that it will pass' but the commen thing here or rather the moral is that time will surely pass. And to keep it with it you have to move on. You have to keep walkin to keep pace with life. So keep looking upon what went by keep learning from what has happened . Make sure the experiences of your life reflect on your present in a good manner. Knowledge of past should never limit you rather it should strengthen your present. Thus what ever come may

JUST KEEP WALKING ! ! !