Out of sight , out of mind ! Is it ever out of HEART

There is this saying that once a person is out of sight he / she is
soon out of mind as well. But is it possible that the person is out of
our heart as well.

If some one is dear and holds an important place in your life he never
drifts away from you heart may be from your memory but never from your
hearts . Your thoughts will once in a while drift away to the person
and you long for them and there presence but they no longer are there
specially any where around accesscable. Its like some part of you is
for them may be you would have friends and loved once but a void is
and will surely remain !

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Her kashti chahti hai kinara

Chahti hai her kashti ek kinara,
chata hai her manzer ek sahara,
Hai her ek akela is jahan mai bus cahta ek saath hai ye tanha dil bechara.

Every one in this lonely world wish for a company some one special who
he can call his own but not just every one is lucky to find it. The
search is eternal

Rukti hai kashti kitne kinaro pe,
Per hota nahi wo manzer uska,
Aur phir hoti hai kashti duniya ke samunder mai,
Apni aseemit talash mai ,
Dhoondne zo manzer jo uska hai. . .

To the eternal search of TRUE LOVE.

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Anshul

A feeling re-evoked

Things were all green around had a good holi with friends n family but
as the night had fall in i feel lonely. I miss her presence wish she
was there but a thought cross my mind will it ever happen? I thought i
was getting used to be alone but at times your actions and thoughts
betray you this seems one of such day.' This shall to pass' is the
only thing that come in my mind. Its like i am child again learning n
understanding things all over again . This seems another trick that He
is playing on me surely he wants me to see thing with a new
perspective. I dont know where its taking me so this time have decided
not fight rather swim with the flow may be thats the best for now!

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Anshul

A relief

When one does something wrong there is a constant burden inside him.
His innerself keeps on questioning him making him feel bad and like a
big drilling machine that thing keeps on poking you till the time you
let it out .

I to had done some terrible mistake in my life that kept on pinching
me from within thus i took efforts to let it out of me and apologise
to the one i had hurt . I felt so lite headed so did my soul. And the
icing on the cake was that I was forgiven . Though the pain caused
and effect of the mistake is irreversibale but its yet a new begining
will surely try to erase the damage done .

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An apology

In my life i have done many mistakes . Hurt my loved ones and
disappointed friends i hearby apologise to all for those bad times
from my side i never wanted to do any of it i was just human to do
them.
Like wise i have hurt my love very much. She is not angry with me at
present but the wound of my mistakes still lie in both our lifes . I
have disappointed her hurt her over n over again and one day she could
not take more of me and she give it up and may be she was right to .
Every one in this world looks for your love and it is an essential for
life n relations. Nannu what all i did was unintentional i never
thought of causing the damage. But what has happened has happened so
now i want to apologise to you for what all i did for all the pain i
have. I m sorry for every thing. And for all the times i had hurt you
all this while

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An unforgiveable mistake

Life is a collections of memories, good experience and bad experiences
better known as Mistakes.
But its said its totally human to do mistakes and learn from that .
Many a times the mistakes one does are considered to big to forgive !
Is it really so ? A mistake is done under some circumstances and it
may be a big one but we can forgive it.
Some time back i did a chain of such big mistakes which cost me my
most important relation of my life. I behaved as an asshole throwing
my tantrums and my frustrations on the one who deserved my love. Kept
doing so till her last nerve cracked and she gave up on me. I know i
was a fool reacted in such a manner. And i am really sorry will be
sorry for this till my last breath on this earth. But the mistakes i
did the way i behaved was the only thing that came into my mind then.
It had cost me a lot all i wish for is your forgiveness i m sorry !
Sorry for every thing that i did i ask for your forgiveness and hope
that we be friends again hope things be good between us .

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Anshul

Perspective

Did you ever thought how strange are the ways of life. How things ever
keep on changing around you how people change how relations change
,grow and break.things of this world around us are so ununderstandable
at times. Specially at this point of time when my life is in a mess
every aspect of life is being all the more different to me it is
defying my perspective towards life and towards my self

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These are few thoughts that i have kept within me now its all there to be shared .....